I Do This To Myself

from by JustMakeMeCry



Feeling awful is what I do best,
Sucked the oxygen from my chest.
In the meantime I'll get dressed,
It'll hide that I'm such a mess.

Hard pressed for an honest answer,
I'll be honest I want cancer.
To eat away at my fragile body,
And it'll keep my blood from clotting.

You're so permanent.
We're not gone at least not yet

Great let's start another chapter,
Or let's begin another novel rather.
I just want to feel like I'm real,
Make my emotions tangible.

Hard pressed for a modest life,
I'll be honest I'm never right.
I'm sure that this'll keep me high,
And there will be nothing left to hide.

You're so permanent.
We'll be gone but not yet.


from Wastoid, released May 23, 2017



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(Formerly known as FTFWTO)

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