Don't You Keep Me Waiting

by JustMakeMeCry

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released August 6, 2017

Written, Produced, and Performed by JMMC

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Track Name: Melodramatic
I'm not doing bad well not as bad as I was before,
It's fucked up its messed up but I'm happy im adored.
Even if it takes countless years away from me,
I can say that I'm just great sleeping on the floor.

I'll love you back together if its even possible,
Cause the sex you're having just isn't doing the trick.
Everyone keeps asking if I'm doing okay,
There's so many answers just take your pick.

I sure am glad that you dont love me anymore.

I'm not doing bad well not as bad as last year,
It was tough oh it was rough but I have no fear.
Does this resonate deep inside of your stomach?
Cause if it does just know I love you dearly.
(Oh this is such a waste of energy)

I'll love you back together if its even possible,
Cause the sex you're having just isn't doing the trick.
Everyone keeps asking if I'm doing okay,
There's so many answers just take your pick.

I sure am glad that I don't love you anymore.
Track Name: Sinning Is Winning
Xanax is my favorite candy,
Crush it all and serve it up.
Promised my mom I wouldn't crack,
I guess I just broke another one.

I'm so high I'm so dry,
Let me dance to some Mac DeMarco.
All will be well all will be swell,
But I'll be so fucked up tomorrow.

Everyday is Sunday when you're feeling sad.
Everyday is Sunday when you're feeling bad.
Keep them coming cause i aint going,
Everyday is Sunday when you're feeling rad.

Everclear is my favorite drink,
Poor me a shot and we'll all drop.
Promised my father I'd give it up,
I guess after this i won't stop.

I'm so drunk im so sunk,
Let me sulk to some slowdive.
I'm not so well but all is swell,
Cause i feel so alive.

(Chorus)

Its so rad
Its so bad
Im so sad
Track Name: Dead Dirt Love
Maybe baby sweet honeydew,
There has to be something wrong with you.
Lovey dovey my sweetheart,
Whatever it is its tearing me apart.

Honey bunny youre so lovely,
But i don't want to be your dummy.
Maybe baby sweet honeydew,
I just dont have the heart to leave you.

Honey baby could i kiss you?
Or do you have something else to do?
You're so lovely my sweetheart,
I don't mind if you crash my car.

Honey bunny you're so lovely,
If you leave would you tell me?
Maybe baby sweet honeydew,
There has to be something wrong with you.

Dead dirt love,
Its the only love i need.
Sad sweet come,
Is there something you won't tell me?
Track Name: Don't You Keep Me Waiting
So many tears,
I couldn't tell you where they came from.
Cause i don't remember,
I must've been black out drunk.

Too much to say,
When there's nothing to talk about.
Love is just a game,
I'd play to win but I'm all burnt out.

Please oh please don't keep me waiting,
Season's don't mean a thing from where im standing.
Fate is on its way with many more cravings,
Please oh please don't keep me waiting.

Shit out of luck,
They keep telling me I won't win.
But they dont know you,
As well as the situation we're in.

I've climbed higher,
To get things of lesser value.
But something's pulling me,
Maybe they've all been right about you all along.

Please oh please don't keep me waiting,
Season's don't mean a thing from where im standing.
Fate is on its way with many more cravings,
Please oh please don't keep me waiting.
Track Name: Astreotype
This passion is turning into an obsession,
I feel sick but i dont see the connection.
Are my bruises cute enough for you?
If you dont I'll just be crying in the bathroom.

I'm one with the vibes but I'm always sad,
I try to tell everyone that this isn't that bad.
Placebo effect no i need something stronger,
I'm one with the pills i just want this to last longer.

You couldn't understand how this feels,
I would give up anything just to feel like im real.
Maybe not that but maybe something else,
Like my body or my soul or my mental health.

This passion has turned into an obsession,
I always feel sick but I dont see the connection.
Are my scars cute enough for you?
If not i understand just leave me in the bedroom.
Track Name: I Should've Kissed You When I Had The Chance
Neon bar signs light up the streets
And I still have you next to me.
My head is spinning around in circles,
But there's no place I'd rather be.

Than out here too late at night,
Can barely see the stars in the sky.
Theyre not the ones I'm looking at,
I don't want to say goodnight.

I thought 'do I love you?"
And god I do.
Do I love you
God I do.

I know deep down I should've kissed you,
when I had the chance.

I held your hand not firm yet tight,
You hadn't even left my sight.
So many words bubbled out your mouth,
And burst so softly in the night.

"Could you spin me around" you said.
"Sure I mean if you want I guess."
I put my hands around your waist,
"Again spin me again."

I thought 'do I love you?"
And god I do.
Do I love you
God I do.

I know deep down I should've kissed you,
when I had the chance.
Track Name: I'm From A Small Town Just North Of Here
Oh 18 is the new 21,
Take me somewhere make me come.
Cause I can afford a sleepless night,
Smoke me out oh get me high.

Oh 16 is the new 23,
I'm still high school but please fuck me.
Cause I'm up for anything,
As long as im back home before 3.

Teach me life lessons I'll soon forget,
Give me life experiences that I'll regret.
Pressure me into situations that I'll agree to,
But not before I get fucked up with you.
Track Name: New Wave Of Existentialism
I aint gonna lie,
When you dont answer the phone i just assume that your high.
Then maybe i could get some sleep that night,
But im not so lucky cause you're still alive.

I don't love you the way i did before.
I don't love you anymore.

This year has definitely proved to me,
Nothing stays the same for too long.
I don't think that this will get any better,
I just hope to god that I'm wrong.

I don't love you the way i did before.
I don't love you anymore.
Track Name: I'm in Control
Sometimes i feel like starving myself
Cause im already starved for affection.
No im not scared of wearing myself out,
Im so used to the rejection.

Sometimes i feel like hurting myself,
Cause I'm not getting enough attention.
I'm so scared of wearing myself out,
I just feel like its worth a mention.

Can I afford to be irresponsible for one night,
Or does it bother you that I'm always right?
Its cold out here but it's better than being numb,
Its kind of sad cause im the only one out here
Track Name: Videocassettetapes
Is it impossible to feel home sick,
When you're home all that time.
Shave the back of my tongue,
Punch me out make me go blind.

Cause I'm a lunatic yeah it's true,
My love is that of a marching band.
Loud and boisterous,
I guarantee this will get out of hand.

Of mind and soul and body,
Just tell me what youre feeling?
Im cool im fine im stalling,
To get you to call me.

Movements shift across my floors,
I can see it crawling up the windows.
Keep me entertained so i can sleep,
Leave me wrapped up in your shadows.

Cause I'm losing it oh yeah its true,
My love is that of a shooting star.
Fleeting and only lasts a minute,
So please keep up your guard.

I'm stuck inside the VCR

Of mind and soul and body,
Just tell me what youre feeling?
Im cool im fine im stalling,
To get you to call me.
Track Name: Goodnight, and Goodbye I Guess
I am not miserable anymore,
But its sad cause i kinda miss it.
Im prepared for something to go wrong,
Kind of like a security blanket.

You could create my problems,
But i wouldn't let you do that again.
It's always so beautiful to watch it all burn,
I've got so many burns on my hands.

That was a great save there babe,
Couldve fooled me with that one.
That was a great save there babe,
Could've got me there love.

When you hear my voice what comes to mind,
Is it losing time or is it comforting you?
I don't have a choice but to stave off crying,
Cause little parts are dying I'm saving the last two.

I could cover up the bruises and contusions,
But wheres the honesty in all of that.
I will tell you I've got this under control,
So you don't have to call back.
Track Name: Oh Joy (What a Night)
Bed is soft but i cant sleep,
The stomach pains are eating at me.
Just roll over and forget everything,
This is what i get for just trying to be.

Oh joy what a night
Oh joy what a life
Track Name: Apathy Machine
The only situation we have,
Is you thinking there's a situation.
If there is then i deeply apologize,
My body is here but my mind is on vacation.

So if it seems like I'm uninterested,
Just know that its unwarrented.
The words are buzzing past my ears,
And i can't make any sense of it.

Boy it sure is cold out here today,
I should've brought a sweater.
Im sorry were you saying something?
Oh yeah im sure I'll get better.

The only problem there is,
Is me thinking there's a problem.
I get fucked up over so many things,
That its irresponsible to even talk about em.

So if i seem unresponsive,
Just know that it's not what i wanted.
The paranoia can be a little too much,
But i always try to make the best of it.

Boy it sure is cold out here today,
I should've brought a sweater.
Im sorry were you saying something?
Oh yeah im sure I'll get better.
Track Name: Obviously
It's all for heartbreak or for nothing at all,
I got wire and stone to catch me when I fall.
It all changes when the sun goes down,
In a couple of years will you be around?

Its all for the drug use and 20 missed calls,
Im not the only one whos broken the law.
It's all the same when the sun comes up,
Where is the limit when I've had enough?

When's the last time that you got any sleep?
Cause last I can remember its been a few weeks.
I'm not trying poke or trying to prod,
But you keep making me feel weak.

I cant help that you make me upset,
When you ask me what im upset about.
I feel like at this point it should obvious,
I know your head is still stuck in the clouds.

Should i even ask how high up you are,
Or should i wait until you sound the alarms?
Cause baby this time I ain't gonna catch you,
The last time that i did i broke my arms.

When's the last time that you got any sleep?
Cause last I can remember its been a few weeks.
I'm not trying poke or trying to prod,
But you keep making me feel weak.

Or is that from how many drinks you've had,
You keep telling me that its not that bad.
Give me some more reasons not to be upset,
If you can think of any I'll be in bed.
(Asleep)